Monthly Archives: September 2011

On Kindness

I think kindness is wonderful. However, I’m scared. I really am. Not of kindness, but of people taking advantage of me. However, today, after speaking with my immediate supervisor, I realized it’s really what you make of it. My supervisor … Continue reading

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Imagination

I know I lack imagination. The other day, I asked/stated “I never quite know whether to do this or that.” She brusquely (and wisely) responded, “Use your judgment.” Moreover, I am lazy in all sorts of ways– I lack imagination … Continue reading

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Neatness,Spirit, and Age

I’m glad I volunteered today. I ran around the hospital more than the previous times combined. I learned that I’m lazy, selfish, have irregular cycles, and am afraid. I didn’t fall asleep until ~4 AM. I hung out with a … Continue reading

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Upset about Injustices

I’m pissed mostly about the injustices of the world. I don’t think I’ve ever been this angry. Question I should constantly ask myself, “how much money do I need to survive?”, “How much food do I need to eat?” Answer … Continue reading

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09-19-11.Value Yourself.

I am so angry. Again. I need to solve this problem. I am simply too nice and I overhelp people. People steal my ideas. Then I end up being passive aggressive and my aggression ruins everything. For example I am … Continue reading

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Tired…Already

Oh man. Guess who’s excited. I am. I am getting tired at 12:30 AM. That’s right. I have been having problems sleeping recently, but now, I’m tired. My parents were right. Activity does make you sleepy. However, I should start … Continue reading

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Intrinsic Motivation, Yelling!!

Today I met up with friends and was touched/moved by how hard they are all working. I understand my parents are upset with me. I’m upset with me. However, their continued yelling– is taking away some of my responsibility. Does … Continue reading

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