I know I lack imagination. The other day, I asked/stated “I never quite know whether to do this or that.” She brusquely (and wisely) responded, “Use your judgment.” Moreover, I am lazy in all sorts of ways– I lack imagination because I want a script in front of me and I want someone to tell me exactly what to do. (Fit for totalitarian state, anyone?) Anyways, I need to work on this, and I need to stop relying on my parents to correct me, to stop asking them for their advice on trivial matters and also stop being so up tight. How am I going to do this? I’m going to think actively. Agh. Something tells me I’m mechanistic in my thinking and have lost that touch of thinking intuitively. I am so glad I’m volunteering with other age demographics. Now all my weaknesses come to light.


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I like questions, dreaming, doing things, and trying new experiences. Ask me.
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