note to self (whenever you are feeling angry, ask yourself how that person or situation threatens your identity or sense of self)

I am angry right now because a fellow classmate slightly took advantage of me and then became a student and has attained fluency in a language after one year of intensive study. i am still doing nothing, mildly completed my MCATs and haven’t accomplished much. I am going to focus on my studies in the upcoming semester and obtain 2 As. I am angry because someone this person has threatened my identity. I have (since a child) wanted to obtain fluency in French and Chinese. My Chinese has been substandard since childhood and I have never been motivated enough to do anythinga bout it. I’m excited about his upcoming wedding in June and am a little sorry that I am missing the bachelorette party. I will somehow try my best to fix this. I will be polite to others, but I will not depend on others for happiness for have a strong urging for corresponding with other friends. I will carve my own path and I will act upon it.

I really want to travel and stay in a foreign country for an extended period of time. If I don’t get into medical programs this summer, I am moving to a foreign country for a year to gain first hand medical experience, obtain fluency in French, create my own program, and above all, be responsible for myself. I am going to make my own decisions, carry through with them, and be responsible.

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