I’ve figured it out: 1) I’m lazy and 2) I’m narcissistic and 3) I don’t focus, 4)it’s time to build work/study endurance, and 5) I’m not generous. Therefore, I try to make other people happy but also look and sound stupid when I speak and listen to others.
Hanging out with people with better life perspectives, I’m also no longer jealous of other people.
Lessons learned: Work hard (but quietly in your room), hang out with others (esp. people with better life perspectives), pay attention to what you’re doing (focus), and read well. Other people are your mirrors and you are their mirrors. Therefore other people are important.