Monthly Archives: February 2012

note to self (food and emotions)

I love food, but I’m more emotionally connected with it than through physical hunger. I vowed yesterday that I would give up sweets for Lent, but I gave in today (again). I said yesterday was an exception because I got … Continue reading

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rant

OMG…I’m kind of upset with my score. It’s a mediocre score really. Not good enough for something, not bad enough for me to abandon the idea entirely. I am seriously upset. I want to destroy part of me and part … Continue reading

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Abstain from Chocolate and Sarcasm

I’m abstaining from chocolate and sarcasm until lent. I gave up sweets last year which was very healthy for me. I’d like to give up sweets again but I think I’m baking banana bread today so I don’t that’s a … Continue reading

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Note to self (on friendships, and being the best)

From a world politics perspectives, if you want to survive in the long term, you won’t have any friends. No life long friends. Only life long trade offs. It’s a sad reality that relies on the economic principles. I frequently … Continue reading

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Note to Self (on happiness and friendship)

I’m cleaning (still) through artifacts and pieced together myself. The reason why I was relatively unhappy sometimes was I wasn’t that generous. I’ve been a selfish and fearful girl at the same time. Today, after talking with a fellow church … Continue reading

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Note to self (things that matter)

Today I went shopping with my mother. I never realized how hard my parents work for my brother and me. Just weeks ago I had a fit about how my parents haven’t contributed enough. That’s false because I haven’t appreciated … Continue reading

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Note to Self (On Improvement, Writing)

I’m sorting and discarding old papers and journal from middle school and beyond. Lots of good encouragement from teachers of those years. I kept a lot of journals too. I wondered though, my writing has never been stellar. Good. But … Continue reading

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